Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Purple Heart

Last night I found this plastic purple heart
You had given me the first Valentine’s Day
I was in love with you.
I found a fortune from a cookie
I must have crammed down inside it.
Pulled it out and read
“Never put all of your eggs in one basket”
I always did put all of my hope
In your heart.
You called me up later,
“Uh, oh. What’s wrong, buddy?”
You just knew by the way I said hello.
I didn't want to tell you
All I did say was,
“You owe me some sympathy pancakes."
“Ah. Sorry. How’s Tuesday?”
“Tuesday is perfect."

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Poems Poems Poems

So, I figured since I'll be writing some poems for Hochy this semester I might as well post them here.

Disclaimer: 90% of this poem is a lie.

Missing

See me
In the clothes I slept in and
Drank too many cups of coffee in
Driving to your house,
Windows down, my voice tracing
Over the words of a poet I fell
In love with today

See you
Dressed in a tight red skirt
Angry that your nails hadn’t
Dried before I honked

See us
Going to see a romantic comedy
So straight my head might explode

See you watching James Franco
See me trying not to consider your thighs

See us driving home. You missing me.

Me
Missing
You.

Friday, September 3, 2010

Fist Bump

"Oh, come on! It's a one man performance of Gilgamesh! What's not to love?"
"But..."
"Have you even read Gilgamesh?"
"I have read Gilgamesh, I swear. I actually liked it better than Beowulf."
"So, then what's your issue?"
"It's 5:45 on a Friday: I want to get out of here, man."
"Lame."
"Dude, I have dinner plans."
"Dinner plans. How original."
"No, really, I do."
"And who are these plans with?"
"The girl. Uh, you know."
"Oh, yeah, sure. Of course. The girl. Go ahead. Be more vague."
"The plans are with...the girl all of the poems are about."
"All of the poems?"
"All of the poems."
"See you on Tuesday, kid. Come early."
"You want us to come early now? An hour and a half not enough time to expand our minds?"
"No, just you come early. I'll fill you in on Gilgamesh."


Here's to bringing out the best in someone.

Kate told me tonight this is her favorite picture of us. I think it describes us and our friendship pretty well. I do stupid things to make her laugh. She follows my lead. We have a bunch of pictures in which she's smiling and I'm making a silly face. Of the million facets of our friendship I love, who I am when I'm around her is one of my favorites.


Saturday, August 28, 2010

Monday, June 28, 2010

Some thoughts

-I have been sick for almost an entire month.
-I'm really looking forward to July.
-I'm in the process of trying to write Amy a 200 page letter.
-I realized tonight there's no way I'm going to make it to 200 pages.
-Today I found this tumblr that specifically features pictures of lesbians.
-I love both of these, and I definitely see some Laura and Rachel in the first.


Thursday, June 3, 2010

Books

I recently put a bunch of my teen lit novels upstairs. I needed to make room for new books. Boxing them up made me sad, even though I know I will never give them away. Someday I’ll have a place of my own and enough room to display them all. And I really do want to display them all, even stuff I read when I was 13 or 14. No matter how much I grow as a person or how far I go, I will always cherish The Realm of Possibility and The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants series. Other books have greatly affected me since, but never more.


When someone gives me a book I like to write on the inside front cover who gave it to me. I especially love it when the giver does it for me. It’s my belief now that there’s no greater gift in life than story. When I was younger, in different phases of my life, I would have argued with this notion. I would have offered love or God or especially friendship as things that were the greatest gift. But now I understand that love and God and friendship…all those things are stories. Stories we believe in. Stories that change our lives. When I’m old I hope to have shelves and shelves of novels on display, of all the books that made me who I am. And when I look inside the covers I’ll see “From Amy” or “From Kate” or “From Dad” and I’ll know exactly who gave me each piece of my puzzle. I’ll know from whom I received each book and how the stories and the people I shared them with shaped my life.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Lumpie Insanity Part 1

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