Filched

I am : up at one in the morning filling out a survey while listening to Christmas music.

I think : that if everyone had a pet to love than the world would be a happier place.

I know : several Robert Frost poems by heart.

I want : Callie and Erica to have sex on Grey’s like any other couple on that damn show.

I have : a really good life that I tend to forget about during stressful times.

I wish : that there were more gay people in the world. Like, tons. Like half of everyone.

I hate : people whose personalities are constructed around false pretenses.

I miss : my friend.

I fear : losing my mom.

I hear : the So singing Alter Bridge whilst cleaning in the kitchen.

I smell : the candle scent wafting into the living room from my bedroom. Captain will be so pleased.

I crave : Mumu’s fettuccini alfredo.

I seek : a longer weekend.

I wonder if it’s going to get warm again and ruin my wintery mojo.

I regret : all the ways I hurt one of my favorite people.

I love : my shomie.

I ache : after work.

I was not : supposed to have to make this power point until three weeks from now, GD it.

I am not : as talkative as I used to be. Maybe.

I cry : every time Angel dies in RENT.

I believe : that God is a large and in charge black woman.

I dance : like a complete spazz in the aisles of Pathmark.

I sing : at the top of my lungs in my car.

I read : mostly fiction.

I don't always : let my car warm up before speeding off to class.

I fight : only when I won’t hit softly.

I write : stories with morals for my lemur.

I win : at rummy all the time.

I lose : at monopoly all the damn time.

I never : go to bed at a reasonable hour.

I always : check behind the shower curtain.

I confuse : the number of past presidents and the number of U.S. states.

I listen : to my heart instead of my head.

I can usually be found : eating and drinking in Ramapo’s library with my feet up on the couch, whilst getting yelled at by a persnickety librarian.

I am scared : of insects.

I need : the holiday season to hurry up and get here.

I am happy : because I have an adorable pet, a fantastic mom, a bemusing father, and the greatest ‘person’ the world has to offer.

"So how about it, America?"

The other night I dreamt that we were having coffee together. You helped me make sense of the changes in my life. You helped me make sense of the weirdness I felt. Even if we never speak again, I'd like to think that we'll always have coffee in my dreams. That we'll always be there in spirit to help each other figure out the intricacies of life.

Last week

Oh, man. It had to happen.

I am only this ridiculous for you.

Oh my god we're seeing him live in three days

Not the clip I wanted because he also did the most amazing version of "I'd Rather Be With You" but I'll take it.